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11th of March 2011

新的一年,新的开始。。
可是我好像还是沉迷在2010年的时候。。。
很多过去的东西任然还不停出现在脑海里头。。。
到底为什么har ??? I really don't know....

短短三个月,发生了很多事情。。。
很多东西都满不愉快的。。
到底我想怎样呢?
我自己都搞不清楚。。
很烦啊!!!!!!

昨晚6.30am才睡觉,
因为顾着换blog的照片,
可是Upload来upload去,
都upload不到,
很累了。。所以去睡觉了。。

一点多就起身了。。
喉咙很痛。。
一整天都好累哦,
好像要生病的感觉。。
眼睛酸酸的。

记得上个星期五的这个时候,
我在Saloon给人洗头,
因为我的发型实在太烂了,
边边的头发都翘完出来。。
难看死了,
反正我很少给人洗头,
所以就去试试看咯。。
洗了出来的感觉,
还蛮OKay的,
可是就有点贵咯。。
20块咧。。
我的头发将短都要20块。。
哇老耶。。
可是久久一次,
所以就没把他放在心里。。

还记得,
洗完头后,
我就回家准备
等姐姐来载我去朋友的21岁生日ParTy。。


很恨你,也很想你。。

虽然我很恨你。。但是,即使我再几恨你。。
在我做工的时候,偶尔也会想起你。。
想起你,以前对我的好。。

跟朋友说我很想你的话。。
他们一定会说,
我很笨。。
既然分手了。。还想你来搞屁咩。。
分分钟你在抱着她。。
我知道你没想我。。
是一定也没有。。
因为你有她。。作为我的代替品。。
在FB看到你叫她Bi的时候。。
我觉得很恶心。。
真的是很恶心。。

在很想你的同时,
我也很恨你。。
真的恨恨恨恨你。。
为什么你要这样对我。。
既然你那时不爱我了。。
为什么还要扮到很爱我似。。
为什么??
我真的很想不通。。
我很恨你!!!!!!

我很讨厌你。。。T.T
很恨你。。。
心好疼。。
我想到你,我的心真的好疼。。
你是要报仇吗??
你是要让我知道被人背叛是什么感觉吗??
当初接受回我。。都是在你报仇计划之内???

你真的不爱我了。。
你连我们的电话都没用了。。
可能,你的号码。。跟他。。是一样的吧。。

我很想死。。
很想离开这个世界。。
那时,
我就什么都不用看。。
不用知道。。
不用听到。。
不用想。。
不用辛苦。。
不用烦。。

只会痛苦。。
因为,自杀死的人。。会每时每刻,都会一直重复你自杀的那一刻。。。。

Congratulations and we are over..

13th of November 2010 ( Saturday )

A bad Saturday that I ever pass by..I heard a news from someone..That's things between you and her...
I keep telling myself..
That's not true..
That's just a rumor..

14th of November 2010 ( Sunday )

I can already confirm...That what I heard..Is true...
My heart is broken...
My heart..is like...stab by a sharp sharp knife..
What I heard....Really out of my mind..
What you did to me..
It's really unacceptable...
My tears come out...
Wish to go in front of you..and ask you why...
Why have to treat me like that...
I can't stop imagine and imagine...
Even I already knew how you treat me..
But I also have to act. I'm still loving you...
I posted a lots of things at Facebook..
I just want to see your reaction..
But , you made me very very very disappointed..
How can you treat me like that...as we are still together..

15th of November 2010 ( Monday )

You came KL..But you never find me..
I keep ask you come find me...
But you keep push..
Lunch ? You told me confirm cannot..
Dinner ? You told me you with your dad..
Finish work ? You manage to do so..But the last minutes,you told me,your dad date someone at 10..
Relationship status.. Ask you why never accept,you said you cant see it..After that you say you'll accept it afterwards...But,you didn't..
You told me a lot of bullshit excuse that I already can guess it so...

16th of November 2010 ( Tuesday )

You back to Ipoh without letting me know...And I guess I already knew what happen...

17th of November 2010 ( Wednesday )

I'm sick..But I still want to go back to Ipoh..
I thought we can chat or talk face to face...
But,once again,I call you,you say you'll find me..
But until 1 o'clock..I not even see your bullshit face...

18th of November 2010 ( Thurdays )

Again , I ask you to come find me in the afternoon..
But until I woke up..I not even know where had you go..
I keep calling you..You not even wanna pick up my call...
I check your location , is at your new but not officially girlfriend's house...
I cried..
Why you can treat me like that..
Why you not even wanna face and explain to me ??
Why wanna avoid me ????
At least you text me a message...but you not even do that so...

I am such a stupid and idiot girlfriend...
I trust you really got nothing with her...
But at the end ??? You even have sex with her...And you are the one who request for it...This hurt me a lot...Don't you know that ???
You are betraying me ~!!! Do you know ???
When I gt a new mate last time , at least I got send you a message by using a stupid excuse...
But you ??
Keep avoid and avoid...
I not wanna ask you to choose..or what...I just wish you tell me yourself...At least you let me know,you got a new girlfriend...and letting me go...
But why you not even wanna face me ???????
Is it so hard to break up with someone that you don't love anymore ???

I hate you...
I really really hate you...
I hate you lie me...
I hate you avoid me...
I hate you not even dare to face me ~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Dare to do but not dare to admit it !!!!!
You are a loser !!! A man that without cock !!!!

I even hate you until I burned our photo 1 by 1 !!!!!!!!!!
Now I let you know,you are not the one who dump me !! But I am the one who dump you first !!!!!!!!!!!

FUCK YOU and WE ARE OVER !!!!!
Continue have sex with your new bitch !!!!

We start on November 2005 and end up on November 201o !!!!!!!!!!! o0o